4 months more. :)

You're my exquisite lover

darl,totally couldn't sleep tonight.
really millions of things on my mind.and i like to hide majority of things also.
but if i hide again i really can die 1.
so i must release some on here.

I gotta say what's on my mind.i'm lucky i'm in love with u . lucky we're in love in every ways .

i thoughts those non sense thats because i afraid to lose you. it is not i likes creating a scene.

no matter where life takes us . nothing can break us apart.

and actually.sorry that made u angry always.

even u shout me,get anger and other else.it's alright

mayb u just dont like the way i talked,i did.

mayb im that one always create scene,but that was unintentionally

forgive my brabaric,my talking way,and alots again

darl,u know da hurt feeling?

sometime u angry me without reason and dump me away

even i cry or other else.

mayb thats not without reason,is i don't know.

i cry not means to show you,i try my best to hide,but relly dislike da feeling we suddenly argue without reason

is like,u said u feel i got something :(

i always try my best to maintenance our relationship

try to change everything u complains

i know im not a good girl friend,not such perfect girl friend

i'll do my all the best for u

Thank you for everything.
Thank you for you all care.
Thank you for your support.
Thank you for always being here.
Thanks for making me smile.
Thanks for making me feel glad.
Thanks for coming in my life.THANK YOU SO MUCH...
Thanks for hurting me.
Thanks for letting me mad.
Thanks for breaking my heart.
Thanks for every simple words that made me feel good or bad.
Thanks for understanding me or misunderstanding.
Thanks for trusting me or hating me.
Thanks for your unselfish care or criticize.
Thanks for teaching me.
Thanks for everything.THANK YOU SO MUCH

when I close my eyes

i realise

i don't know what I'd do without your loving

and I can't hold it any longer

both of us also don't know how longer will be

now I see you and me

all the way

and to prove it i will make a promise

that i will never leave you lonely

and if you fall

i will stand by your side

when you got no where to run. i'm a place to hide

i ain't gonna give you up

gonna give you all my love

even if it all falls down.I'm still around

my love, we have seen it all .

the endless confession,the rise and fall ,

as fragile as a child .

i don't wanna give up on my fate .

and

think that it's too late .

so if something broke ,

let me go and fix it .

and

if something was lost ,

let me go and get it .

i cant ran out the frightened of ur ex

i know u hate i talking about ur ex everytime.if can,i hope she can dissappear on our topics

so if i say it again,dont blame me,its really unintentionally

u know what i afraid 1.

forgive i being agitated always.

#my precious one.loves you always.muacks

你
就是不言不语 做什么事都是藏在心里 就算你有多爱我都好 也不会常挂在嘴边 只会收在心里 做工的压力 不会说出来 对我总是嘻皮笑脸 你懂我.....
你懂我 口是心非 野蛮霸道
谢谢你一直以来的迁就

Happy 6th Monthsary...
may we always be strong in every trials that we are encountering

Its you I'm always thinking of,
can't do anything without your love.
I give thanks to the lord above,
for giving me your unconditional love.
I promise to give you my love so true,
please don't let my heart be blue.
I promise I will cherish you,
Until my life is throught.
I promise I will never leave your side,
as long as you want me be your side.
I promise I will never make you cry,
I'll be honest to you and never tell a lie.
(especially this..i'll do it,trust me 1 more time)

i love you

freaking sleepy now..
but i gotta says what's on my mind
darl,u know. i very afraid to see ur msn personal msg. always
i afraid too see something...
finally..i get it today..
u know, everytime i cracks a joke mood to talks with u,plays with u
but i don't know y matter will go worst everytime.
i don't even know what i did~
izzit our communicate problem? i don't know..can please tell me why?
or is my disposition?
i just feel our distance were getting more and more far...
even we still met everyday~
i really do appreciate you.always,never reduction since 1st day
i just don't know how to be fine
i can't stop thinking
i couldn't sleep well when i alone...
i need u so much u know?
very sad, i can say,especially when i'm alone
i don't have any friends to pouring out...
i'll tell u everything, we talk about our problems..
u'll said every things will getting better if i don't think so much~
i can't do it dear...
i really missed last time... sweet and warm as last time...
everytime we argued, i really don't hope to get any harsh sentence
if i talked some harsh sentence u hate or dislike before...
i'll apologize~
i really don't want to lose u...


i love you

Everything will be Alright

Darl...is it something changed?
我怀念从前的我们....
did you?

No matter how.
I still Loving You.
This is what i always told myself.

To a tough person like you,seeing you caring about me.
I only realize how suck i could be,treating you as nothing.
Every each time i left you empty promises,you'll just do explanation,wipe off my tears and kiss me hug me telling me its alright.
Thanks for tolerating me throughout the journey we had been through,even its short.
thanks for the love you gave me,i couldn't imagine how can i be happy without your love.
I can't live, If I living without you
I want to pull your hand not to let loose.forever.
Thanks for loving me so much,really.
You sacrifice,You'll never tell me that.Just try to make me happy.
Every harsh sentence i've said,i've made,you take it as a joke and laugh it off.
You'll never get mad at me,you'll just keep it to yourself.
Eventhough you have issues,you never do complaining,never want to make me worry,you keep it to yourself and you still try to make me happy.
Eventhough i'm wrong,i make it worst.you apologize.this is what u always told me.
You favoring me like shit,but you don't care.
You try to fix everything right,eventhough i made it real bad.
I felt guilty,heart aching when you get hurt.when you disappointed on me.
I will never ever forget that scene in my eyes,which makes me truly awake.
You were by my side,watching each of every steps of me growing up,and now i've become someone else.
You said you missed the naive and the lovely caring girl,and i'm not that girl anymore.
I've became harsh,hard-headed and cold-blooded.I do criticize,complain and whine.always.
I miss her too,seriously i do.
Possibly you were discouraged to me. Now i just realized,i don't have to change,i felt happier being the old me.
I still can't do abandons the past.
I am sorry.

Give me sometime, i can do it.


p/s: i love you

i gotta say what's on my mind
something about us,doesn't seem right these days
whenever i try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
i dont even really know why

i tell myself, this time it's different
it's so hard but i've gotta change
i apologies about that again

.

darl.thanks your forgiving, i don't know i whether have the improvement or not. but what im sure is i really try my best, continue give me some time kay? =) i knew i really super unnecessary on "her" ...as usual, im girl mahh xD , in progress right now heee. hoped that u can unterstand me, i always do the comparison is because im afraid lose you, actually u are very good enough!!
muaa <3

love u always

i shoutn't let u know this
i supposed to write more only tell u soon
but i failed...
i already know i cant tahan to share with you 1
i whether is it right timing
i dont know what u feel after u seeing this
suprised?angry? =.=
i think is angry more hor..
sorry that what i've did..
i'll try my best wont let the temper control me
u're the most understanding me
what u said me is truth
and i wont do such stupid thing anymore
i knew i always sucpect and wondering u love and care me how much
i should believe u..
and have more confidence
i hope i wont mind her anymore
i mind cause i scared to lose u
i always compare with her is cause i scared i got something lose her
i scared i not good enough
first.i knew is my temper already
or mayb the way how i treat u? =*(
i really changed alot cause of you
last time..i wont ever care what my bf feeling
wont hear what his say
i just do what i want..what i hope
and now..i did not think to go clubbing without you
same as you..no mood
even i dint try before.
and i wont beg even once!
you totally changed me...
i not means temper la...
mayb im too anxious..
i think u'll know what im anxious for~
i dont know how to write or describe my idea and feeling
what i can think now is all these
anyway~
thx you darl
love you always..muacks

sorry darl =(

和你的关系变差了
非常的差
我做了一件连自己都没办法原谅自己的事
你骂得对～
从以前都现在.我都没认为自己错过
自以为万千宠爱于一身
今天我终于醒悟了
不是每个人都必须顺从我的，
不是每个人都必须被我牵着鼻子走的
不是我想怎样就怎样的
是我太野蛮了
原来我对任何人都是这样的
你,朋友,甚至家人
今天我终于都失声大哭了
好久没这样哭了～
我很无助
都太迟了吗？你对我已经没有爱了吗？
我很自私，是事实～
可能我抓得太紧了～明知道会有反效果
可是就是怕失去你，
我不喜欢想多多～
所以想到的东西就会没经过大脑说出来
我觉得每次说之前都要想很烦
可是我错了～可是每当我知道错了就只会去逃避
我没有变过，只是变得更在乎你
更不想失去你～
如果不爱一个人的话，我根本不会浪费时间去发他脾气,吵架
可是我知道我太过分了
我真的愿意改，我不喜欢现在的你，你也一定不喜欢现在的我
你说我需要时间，你也需要时间
我明白～
我尽快改，不要再这样了好吗？
对不起，我用错方法了
我还是如此的爱你～
不要离开我好吗？
=*(

☺

最近发生了很多事
我和你第一次去旅行，
很开心 可是最近我们的争执也多了
可能因为我们天天都见吧
应该是我错比较多吧， 我知道我很任性，
对不起
我任性都是因为太爱你了
虽然这理由很牵强 可是都是真的.
=D

♥ <3

昨天我们又有了一些争执～
最后还是没事了 =)
现在突然觉得很幸福
谢谢....

i don't know.but i believe

谢谢你为我承诺和做的一切～
你真的有给到我安全感
你说的一切一切我不会忘记～
我们能走到最后吗？

Facts are Facts,
The fact is,I very miss you.

幸福女神会继续的垂青我吗？

今天她又找你了
有一种奇怪的感觉
不是生气，也不是吃醋～
是怕...
你懂吗？
或许是因为我，伤了她
看她写的一切.表达的一切.
我可以感受到那种痛！
可能我们都是女生吧～


是我自私了吗？

I really really love u so much

昨天的情人节，很难忘
你很坏哦～花了3个小时才到我家
等到我已经要没有耐心了～
原来你去买花给我！感动死了啦
我第一次收到花～
上到车，你拿一份礼物给我
叫我猜，说是我很喜欢的东西～
猜中有奖品
可是我就是猜不到啊～
我想拆，你不给
最后还是给了。
一打开，我吓到了
哈哈
好特别的礼物

拿出另一份礼物给我
我很喜欢 thx ya =)
原来你有偷偷安排一切的
你之前完全都没提情人节的东西
＞＜
之后就去吃晚餐拉～
不多说了，难忘的一天～
希望每年的情人节都是你陪我的！

今天在你面前哭了～
对不起，问了很多东西
你还是慢慢很有耐心解释给我知道～
我终于明白了～
谢谢哦～爱你
明天是情人节了～期待！

我是真的期待每个和你过的节日

我只是问了你情人节要去哪里
你就说我问了很多次～
还说我几乎每天都问
我有吗！？
只是问多了而已嘛 T＿T
你就说我很紧张，
你不是我，怎么会明白呢
根本没过过一次真正的情人节～
你不同，至少和以前的女朋友过过
根本不会明白我的心情～
我可以随便过，只是看跟谁
我没有去要很高级的地方，
也不曾要求过～只是想知道
我不是紧张～只是期待

i'm always miss u u know?

My Aspiration

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you

Cus I believe that destiny
Is out of our control
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you more
Everyday I love you

Cus I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)

And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

what i wan to tel u
although im not author
but its really from my heart =)

痛

原来心是可以那么痛的，很痛！
一直以为自己很坚强～
就算以前遇到那些事我连哭都没有
现在我很清楚自己失败了
我并不是那么坚强！
为什么每次都要这样～
我已经开始不能控制自己了
很怕有一天在你面前再也掩饰不到
我还是以前的我吗？
我真的不会表达～
可是就被你说成WHAT U TELL ME IS DIFF
虽然你只给我看过你写的BLOG一次
可是我都记得～
我无法不乱想，只因为我太爱你！
你和她的确很多回忆。
我可以感觉到你真的很爱她～
我很懦弱，对不起