Friday, July 17, 2009
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
You're my exquisite lover
darl,totally couldn't sleep tonight.
really millions of things on my mind.and i like to hide majority of things also.
but if i hide again i really can die 1.
so i must release some on here.
I gotta say what's on my mind.i'm lucky i'm in love with u . lucky we're in love in every ways .
i thoughts those non sense thats because i afraid to lose you. it is not i likes creating a scene.
no matter where life takes us . nothing can break us apart.
and actually.sorry that made u angry always.
even u shout me,get anger and other else.it's alright
mayb u just dont like the way i talked,i did.
mayb im that one always create scene,but that was unintentionally
forgive my brabaric,my talking way,and alots again
darl,u know da hurt feeling?
sometime u angry me without reason and dump me away
even i cry or other else.
mayb thats not without reason,is i don't know.
i cry not means to show you,i try my best to hide,but relly dislike da feeling we suddenly argue without reason
is like,u said u feel i got something :(
i always try my best to maintenance our relationship
try to change everything u complains
i know im not a good girl friend,not such perfect girl friend
i'll do my all the best for u
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for you all care.
Thank you for your support.
Thank you for always being here.
Thanks for making me smile.
Thanks for making me feel glad.
Thanks for coming in my life.THANK YOU SO MUCH...
Thanks for hurting me.
Thanks for letting me mad.
Thanks for breaking my heart.
Thanks for every simple words that made me feel good or bad.
Thanks for understanding me or misunderstanding.
Thanks for trusting me or hating me.
Thanks for your unselfish care or criticize.
Thanks for teaching me.
Thanks for everything.THANK YOU SO MUCH
when I close my eyes
i realise
i don't know what I'd do without your loving
and I can't hold it any longer
both of us also don't know how longer will be
now I see you and me
all the way
and to prove it i will make a promise
that i will never leave you lonely
and if you fall
i will stand by your side
when you got no where to run
i ain't gonna give you up
gonna give you all my love
even if it all falls down
the endless confession,the rise and fall ,
as fragile as a child .
i don't wanna give up on my fate .
and
think that it's too late .
so if something broke ,
let me go and fix it .
and
if something was lost ,
let me go and get it .
i cant ran out the frightened of ur ex
i know u hate i talking about ur ex everytime.if can,i hope she can dissappear on our topics
so if i say it again,dont blame me,its really unintentionally
u know what i afraid 1.
forgive i being agitated always.
#my precious one.loves you always.muacks
Sunday, May 24, 2009
may we always be strong in every trials that we are encountering
Its you I'm always thinking of,
can't do anything without your love.
I give thanks to the lord above,
for giving me your unconditional love.
I promise to give you my love so true,
please don't let my heart be blue.
I promise I will cherish you,
Until my life is throught.
I promise I will never leave your side,
as long as you want me be your side.
I promise I will never make you cry,
I'll be honest to you and never tell a lie.
(especially this..i'll do it,trust me 1 more time)
i love you
Thursday, May 21, 2009
but i gotta says what's on my mind
darl,u know. i very afraid to see ur msn personal msg. always
i afraid too see something...
finally..i get it today..
u know, everytime i cracks a joke mood to talks with u,plays with u
but i don't know y matter will go worst everytime.
i don't even know what i did~
izzit our communicate problem? i don't know..can please tell me why?
or is my disposition?
i just feel our distance were getting more and more far...
even we still met everyday~
i really do appreciate you.always,never reduction since 1st day
i just don't know how to be fine
i can't stop thinking
i couldn't sleep well when i alone...
i need u so much u know?
very sad, i can say,especially when i'm alone
i don't have any friends to pouring out...
i'll tell u everything, we talk about our problems..
u'll said every things will getting better if i don't think so much~
i can't do it dear...
i really missed last time... sweet and warm as last time...
everytime we argued, i really don't hope to get any harsh sentence
if i talked some harsh sentence u hate or dislike before...
i'll apologize~
i really don't want to lose u...
i love you